This is when I hurt,
This is when my thoughts turn against me,
This is when I break,
This is when I fall,
This is when I see all my flaws,
This is when I wish I was better,
This is when I live in my darkest dreams,
This is when my desire turns to anger,
This is when I want,
This is when I need,
This is when hating is not enough,
This is when I should be screaming,
This is when I determine,
This is when I decide,
This is when I will not be anything less than beautiful."
I haven't been on here for a long while. tho I do check things once in awhile. just so i can see linds's writing and the love that she shared for everyone on here. i just wanted to post this poem of lindseys. she wrote it when she found out about her cancer. all i can do is think about lindsey. sometimes its dehabilitating. but she gives me strength none the less.
matt










You' re it c:
You have been considered one of my sweetest friends on my list!
Once you have been tagged you have to tag at least 5 of your sweetest friends (including me if you do feel like it ) and let them know they are sweet! <3
Fake friends: Will ignore this
Real friends: Will send it back to you
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... I was .............
.......... here ......
.. leaving my .......
footprints in your
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If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, don' t panic.. you're just in my heart!
Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...and me if I am one. If you get all back you are loved!
Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
0 - 25% ~ you're a friend
26 - 50% ~ you're an okay friend
51 - 75% ~ you're a good friend
100% ~ you're great friend
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Nothing is right in the left half of my brain,
nothing is left in the right half of my brain.
Club ~UAAclub
im apologizing that i cant have done anything to make it all end happy. it may never be in my power. but if i could have i would have. and i hope no matter how many times you get sad, you remember that smile. because its likely going to be one of your few guiding lights. peace, love, and mudcrabs.
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to be respected is to be accepted, to be feared is to be singled out. o be anonymous, is to be unkown as either.
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"*&&* She sat alone until she was deafened by the sound of her own heart beating."
This line is mine and stealing IS a crime^^
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"The moment you have in your heart this extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed." -J. Krishnamurti
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"*&&* She sat alone until she was deafened by the sound of her own heart beating."
This line is mine and stealing IS a crime^^
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